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I play and leave Doom 3 VR (Part of the VR Scare series)

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The Wild Corridors of the Mind

[THIS WAS A BIT RAMBLING - I JUST WANTED TO GET SOME THOUGHTS DOWN]

(Makes me feel better after SWW...)

There is no such thing as mystery existing outside of the eyes,

  The wild whirlwind rush goes all around, in and out, 

  It makes the leaves dance while they grow,

  makes the River skip too and fro,

  Sometimes I forget to dream -

  Of the living and flowing stream,

where the poignant flowers look to the sky,

and sigh...

of a world that has changed and yet not changed at all -

But there is no mystery there, in any of it:

it is what it is - 

The colours, the sounds, the colours and the sounds are what we see and believe,

and without us there is no heart that beats - 

  no rain drop, glowing dots in the sky, no droplets swarming with life curled up in a flower petal.

But behind the eyes a thousand endless million secrets dwell - 

There an ocean of thoughts swell,

Things that we cannot imagine, and yet we do imagine,

whether we believe or chose not too,

the wild and shapeless sights gip in chaos and order, 

around and around,

hand in hand,

like children singing ring a ring a roses - 

but they don't fall down,

but go up, and up, around and around - 

Forever, like an angels sword striking down from heaven,

The light burns without hope without sound without energy

but it yet it glows behind the eyes, and fills the words that the hand pours out - 

the words that change the axis of the stars, moon and earth.

* * *

It's like a trap 

closed all about

No way out

But we must go along

Along...

But that is the game

It was not so long...

I just I didn't care

But I must now 

Must now...

* * *

Onwards and onwards, 

its corridors open and close,

the labyrinth,

every dead end leads to a new beginning,

those who seek to understand it,

and those who seek to master it,

stumble and fall and find themselves feeling against stone walls in the dark,

to them the lanes lead nowhere - 

But to those who do not think and do not try, every wall leads to a door,

and the corridors widen,

the view broadens, the light shines brighter

and the prison breaks up because it's walls don't exist.

* * *

It's like a trap 

closed all about

No way out

But we must go along

Along...

But that is the game

It was not so long...

I just I didn't care

But I must now 

Must now...

* * *

You built the walls

so let go...

let go and fly up and through

join with the flow - don't think just do,

and move your feet to the rhythm of the heart that beats,

step back, there is no such thing as defeat,

Only you can let it happen,

So let it through,

And go on and on,

With the dance, there is no trap,

Just you and you,

Be part of it, like the bleak clouds go by,

Because at the end of it there is only you - and the song, and the perfect rhythm of the mind.

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There was a corner there,

tall and dark...

So I made a turn - the door was closed.

I didn't look back.

I could of done.  It would have been easy - 

But I know that nothing is ever easy.

It's hard wherever the foot falls,

no matter how much snow or water that might cover the way:

it's all just a screen, a curtain, a play, 

behind the stone is as hard as it was at the beginning.

So I turned the corner.

The mist was all around me.

I took a deep breath.

The mist was in my mind.

So I stumbled home, I tripped and fell,

my eyes stung.

I could hear the world hissing in my ears.

And the road was hard -

As hard as stone.

And I thought of the wild things fighting in the darkness, and a thought opened in my head, and lit a tiny flame in my heart, a flame that grew to warm the rest of me.

Maybe it isn't all that bad.

I repeated that line again and again.

Then the skies came down, and a cold blast flew with a scream out of the dark cracks of the earth.

The mists were clear, and I saw the dark skies, with its stars looking back.

The blackness went on and on, forever.

And yet it made more sense than the road.

Finally I got back, and was looking out of my old window.

  In the silent room I could hear music,

  Vices chanting.

  In the gloom I felt my feet move - and then i closed my eyes and saw many a thing.

  I was in a. boat at sea, with the cliffs of nearby land going up, and then frowning down - and beyond it I saw yellow lights dancing.  Were they people or were they stars?

  How they danced!

I couldn't help but watch them.

Upwards, upwards, and all around,

I heard it and I felt it - 

And I knew I was part of it, even though I was far out at sea - 

It still came to me,

Over the haze before my eyes,

unlocking the dark doors - no lock could hold it;

It opened up from within and without, in one great leap it was in front of me,

A silver light arching over the fall,

and a series of bridges leaping between the clouds, and the words of the song were all around,

in the vapours where the river opened up and out.

And I slept between the sun and the moon, in a hammock woven from the shiny beads of stars.

This was indeed ours,

And I slept, and o how I slept, happy to be that way,

For now, and for the rest of the day - 

With a dream as my pillow,

And with all the time in space to play.

And O how we played, time and I,

 between heaven and earth,

O how we played...

The Trials of Rudwin - the neverending story...

 Neverending in that I just don't seem to be able to finish this book...
  I don't know how long I have been writing this story - there must be two decades behind it.

  Of course I have been distracted.

  I have written other books.

  I have maintained a Youtube channel.

  I have my job.

  I find it almost impossible to just focus on one project.

  Thinking about it I know what it is that keeps tripping me up - and holding me back.

  Lack of focus.

  A lack of focus is my primary problem...

  I am working on to many things.

  Maybe I should just abandon some of my other projects and concentrate solely on the book.

  Maybe then I would find the ability to finish the final words and close the final page on the final chapter.

  I have a clear vision for the book.  

  I know where I am going with it.  I know how it ends.  

  I never wanted the work to be a long series - just one book, finish off the tales of all those characters, Rudwin and Hobbleweed and Bolderdof and the Elurger.

  Maybe I am suppose to take the book slowly.  

  Maybe some new ideas will flow to me in the following months.

  Or maybe I should just give up, turn the Macintosh off and walk away.

 Maybe the work is not meant to be.

  But I don't think so.

  Why?

  Because i do dream about the book.

  Yes indeed many a dream I have seen the finished book on the shelf or a table of many a phantom hall, hiding in the deep depths of the mind,

  Maybe I will just hack it out, to whatever end lies ahead of me.

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Driver VR & future plans

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