I Dream of Clear Skies - in my eyes... I dream of clear skies...

I don't care for the foreground, 

Or the background.

They are all the same to me,

blending into one,

eternally,

Making me think of the wild turns

left to right,

and how foolish I was to think they would

ever lead anywhere.

I wasn't lost.
  Not at all.

  There is nothing to be lost from - not when the train ride of life has left you behind at the stop.  

  'Any room on board?'

  'No sir!'

  Left behind, never picked up.

   Can't be lost.

  Nothing to be lost from.

  Just the endless walk - and the noisy quiet.

  How I dream of clear skies...

  There are no skies

  Not when your head faces the ground - 

  Not when the heavy hand presses down - 

  No clear skies - no sparkle of light...

  Just the dark road below - 

  And the endless padding of my feet - 

  In the quiet street

  NO left no right

  Just on on on

I wasn't lost.
  Not at all.

  There is nothing to be lost from - not when the train ride of life has left you behind at the stop.  

  'Any room on board?'

  'No sir!'

  Left behind, never picked up.

   Can't be lost.

  Nothing to be lost from.

  Just the endless walk - and the noisy quiet.

  How I dream of clear skies...

Bleak is time,

so say some,

I don't care - 

For me it's done.

  Time for me can disappear into the skies,

  All things good are just a disguise.

It's all a blur,

Not nice good sir,

I tilt my hat and bow my head

And go now into the merry dread.

I wasn't lost.
  Not at all.

  There is nothing to be lost from - not when the train ride of life has left you behind at the stop.  

  'Any room on board?'

  'No sir!'

  Left behind, never picked up.

   Can't be lost.

  Nothing to be lost from.

  Just the endless walk - and the noisy quiet.

  How I dream of clear skies...

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Poem about DREAMS "Where did my dreams go?"

Where did my dreams go?

With you?  
With You?

Did they just fly away ?

With you?

With you?

I saw that light - smiling between the make-believe clouds

Was it a thought I saw?

Or was it anything at all?

I wonder?

O how I wonder.

What if I had been a little closer - 

Would it have helped if my hand could have reached and touched it?

Would touch have made it any more real at all?

In us all -

any more real at all...

Time is like the waves of the sea - going up and down, 

going down and fading away

like hills evaporating into the distance - 

Gone but never gone

Always returning.

How I hope that giddy thing that used to play the harp in my brain returns.

O how so much I hope - 

So I keep dreaming, always and ever dreaming...

Where did my dreams go?

With you?  
With You?

Did they just fly away ?

With you?

With you?

Where did my dreams go?

Were they ever there at all?

Maybe it was not within but without

instead,

Maybe I am looking in the wrong hidy-hole 

singing with words being played by the wrong illusion,

because the mind is just a delusion

like the hopes we sowed as children

before the skies turned grey.

Maybe I should be like time

And sink in with the waves

rolling on and on

and start making new thoughts in the dews of skies

with the sun and the moon at my side.

They shall play with me,

and for me - 

Let's sing now with the sun and the moon.

Where did my dreams go?

With you?  
With You?

Did they just fly away?

With you?

With you?

Did you just take my dreams away?

With you?

With you?

Were they ever dreams at all?

Can you, 

See you?

I think I shall just swim away

From you

and leave it all to brew

in the blue

I go

To start anew

I leave all this time for you,

while I go into the mists...

adieu.

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My Dream

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Easy Miner Song

 I am scared by my mistakes

Easy Miner

Easy Miner 

In his face I see the disgrace

Easy Miner

Easy miner

Men in yellow raincoats in the bright of day

Easy Miner

Easy Miner

Crazy wolf has its blue eye set on me

Easy Miner

Easy Miner

He has been sent as a punishment to me

IN the depths of the night he waits ti be set free

Easy Miner

Easy Miner

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Winter Sleep

 Sometimes it's hard to pour a drop
Just as it can be hard to write a dot...
IN a book without pages,

Like a summertime without the sun - 

A sky without stars...

I can feel it,

When the ink is dry at the core of my soul,

When he canvas is blank, 

And there is no pen at hand,

NO brush,

NO breath - 
NO driving strength.

AN empty cave - that's all.

Take a deep breath, let the rain quench the deserts behind the eyes.

It will happen.

The mountain wall will move-

It will happen.

And you will sing again, as hasty as sparrows nest - 

On the eve if spring.

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Humdrum

I find the world is quieter when I keep my ears open – because the mad sounds are just sounds - they come and go.  And when the day comes you finally realize how little they mean in the flow of life and the thought, which is the humdrum, just sails away - in the end there is really nothing out there at all.  And that is a peaceful thing to have in your mind – it brings peace to the ears – it brings joy.  Mist goes up but the vapor is still in the air – so it is with the humdrum.  Let it go in your mind and it will really go...  Go!  Go!  And so will you – like a bird – like a dream!


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Sucks like an octopus

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A Quieter World

I found the world is quieter when I keep my ears open – because the mad sounds are just sounds that come and go – and when you realize how little they mean in the flow of life and thought the humdrum for me just sails away - in the end there is really nothing.  And that is a peaceful thing to have in your mind – it brings peace to the ears – it brings joy.  Most goes up but the vapor is still in the air – so humdrum – but let it go in your mind and it will really go.  Go.  Go.  And so will you – like a bird – like a dream!


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The River

On the surface of the river there is a mirror, and you will see if you creep a little nearer, that there in the reflection all time ends, in the ripples around the stones where the water bends – your face becomes a story of hope – there on the gliding waves that slope – you slide into dreams of summer happiness, and in the realms of much great gladness – wake up its time to survive, and in the corridors of life thrive – be happy to be part of the picture – make your life a little richer - in the living fields where the river flows.


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Shifting Lights video

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Shifting lights

Shifting lights

Lights that glow

Lights that move

Lights that go slow -

Don't lock onto me

Stay away

I don't want to know

Stay away from me

I am not yours to own.



Your so pretty

You promise so much

I hear you singing

It sounds like water drowning in a drain pipe

I know you

I know you better

You think you know me

If y ou did you would stay away


Shifting lights

Make flight

Lights that glow

Keep out of my flow

Lights that move

I have nothing to prove

Lights that go slow...

Make a show

Don't lock onto me

Stay away

I am not here to play

Little light

Flash out of sight!

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A smile on glass...

In every change of light that flashes in your eye, a thousand thoughts are born, a thousand words spoken, and as many lives born and as there are lost.

And if a smile graces a mirror in the years that go by, may it open a door in the glass, and send laughter resounding across the infinite...

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BY tree and river...

There is a place beneath a tree, by river, for all of us to sit and think, and feed the brain.


...May it light up beacons across the sea of doubt. May it bring home the lost & loved & make that silhouette in the doorway turn gold.

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Of Elves and their ways...

Here is a poem I wrote about elves...

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Tree Eye

It is a game

I feel this, more than I know

It is all a façade.

We are all so caught up in the game it would be tragic if it wasn't so funny!

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Flight of the owl

A strange poem about owls, space and magic...

I know where the Reaver lies

A short dark poem about a mysterious entity that lurks in the dark corners of the world...

MR RETYPE

What would you do if you could undo your mistakes?

???

What if you made a truly terrible mistake and your life was left in a mess?

What if you could go back and undo that mistake?

...

If given that chance would you just go back and do it all over again?

Crows Eye

Crows Eye is finished - thought its missing a sound effect (the scene where the violent police soldiers hits the main character with a pole should have a punch sound...  I will add it sometime).  This is a dark art movie - I wanted to create a painting that moved and told stories to the viewer.  This film is different from the others I have made so far because i created all the backgrounds - the sky scenes were hand drawn.  I can't imagine a lot of people will this film, let alone enjoy it, but I don't make movies to please the crowds - I write and bring to life what is in my soul.

See the Positive in depression!

Yes, I know.  In reality there are NO positives in depression.  I understand this, of course.  BUT here's a little poem anyway that might take you to another world - and hopefully make the darkness a little less dark.